July 18, 2002 -- 4:50 P.M. CT.
I'm upset. I will never be with someone I want to be with...so, I'm wondering what will happen. I mean, I thought we were gonna be together now, (it would have been hard as hell, 'cause I would be the only one working.) But now, that plan fell thru, and I've been told to find a better job. I guess, so I can pay for everything for all of eternity. Who knows. I'll have to find a job making like 15 bucks an hour, but I surely don't see myself working in a factory anytime soon, so I guess that's not gonna happen...well. Not now atleast. Anyhow...I guess I could donate plasma for cash, and maybe bone marrow (do you get paid for bone marrow?) What about a kidney? You only need one, right? Anything else I can sell from my body? Maybe I can work part time doing a paper route...yea. The future's so bright- I've gotta wear shades.