Baby Judy


Abierto

at Casanova 
             the mask --- grrr! boo!
             bring your aching demon
                 .                 
   to baby judy!
              
               to!

        munksexrock. do you remember?
  how Brian, greco-roman wrestlers, have
               said yes and rocked?  


                         go! go an!

               the ritual abuse 
              that sent your bodyworking
          released the demon to run
              and hide in the corner
                 to find a new misery 
              (it did not rock).
           Jerry the Marine said yes
                    and tonite
                 in a tanktop
                      he rocked.

               whois
             baby judy? the maypole!
       please dance for your dead friends,
         please love them before you sleep,
              please, please yourself.

        round around round.
       the poet, the felon, (and, sigh, yes) 
                        the very useless politician
           who created the cop 
               who made the felon 
               from a seed --


                                      
       he rocked too.

                do you believe?
                  Me (it's me, J.)
               (if not delete this poem now) so you?
                  had a flashback? 
                    it was    San Francisco.
       

                        in yes in time in fleeting
          is this helping you? in
                        Buffalo? Portland?
                    i know you rocked baby judy
          somewhere there (in lullabies, peace, 
                 namaste, and 
                          with a great disruption) 
                     too.
    i know 
              (i guessed) that you deserved to rock her

            that's not even a question. 
                  do you believe?
                       yes.
                          Diane,
              i believe  the fire is central.


                      SWEAT THE DUCKS!
              (were you sure they were queer? mightn't 
               they just have been fashionable, Peter?)
                   i took    the maypoll


                        60% said yes.

                       Fennel, who 
          wrote a play -- for Harry, drag queens,
                and Pan whose phone number is
                 a molecule, be he
                       priest or
                    eunuch stud,
                released a grey eminence
                 in the dance --
            the rock is from your hip


       cures your backache
           the rock is the fire
            it will burn the hair from your head
        sacred the casebolt, illuminating
                          eunuchs


          (not Neb from Nebraska
               who is hung,
                    who is 28,
                  and who is losing his hair cause
                        well) he rocks!
           he said yes too.


                 abierto, yes Diane
               the fire is central
                 open burning tonite

             baby judy -- it's not even a question!
         Casanova, Harry Hays, a radical faery,
   released the grey eminence from your hip when
        you rocked 
          the dancers pulled the ribbons
                round, around, you round Fennel
    purple, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, 
            smile,
                  (is this helping you in Tulsa?
                     or Louisville?)         
                   until Fennel feels the ribbons
            on gold lame, on Doc Martens, up
            against his tattoo is pressing
          the bondage of love ( i asked him )
            is the maypole
       baby judy, diverse, munksexrock

               theflashbackyerbaldheadnewwave
              and the rainbow flag
                 yes!
             Diane DiPrima!, the polis
                    is this fire
            is central, yes John Donne,
         yes Van Morrison- it IS one night,
            (pray now for our lost mothers)
              yes Mose Allison-- they'll still be dealing
             against us, they'll still be abusing us
             they WILL STILL open (nada
                                    abierto)
               the back room for shady deals!

    the dance, of the maypole, itit 
        (init) 
        the highest ground
        'til we reach it, (iation)
     Jerry the Marine, Neb, J., Brian 
               Fennel and all the wrestlers

      get healed, rock, and release the grey eminence

       from their hips.
         yes! abierto! (never closed, cerrado,
                    i can't contain
                  it any longer) think
           the tragedy of the dream
                 if it stopped ---keep it
                                  abierto
                                  the mask is
                                  Casanova's yer
                                  fading i love you
                                  baby judy rocks!
2 May 1996 

©1996, 2000, by James A. Gardner

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